http://nani.blogdrive.com/ :: ramblings of a daydreamer :: Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:00:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Families Friends Relationships http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/584.html Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:45:13 GMT Did it. Like finally. Moved to a new blog provider. Nothing too flashy. Still dabbling here n there, trying to customize my template. Which i *so* suck at. Seriously in need of a HTML tutor. So, folks. If u want my new blog site, juts send a holler at me, n i'll freely enough give it to you. Owh, why the move u ask? Erm, ntah la. Just trying a new change of scenery. Us gemini's get bored wit the same old routines, you see. Eheh... So anyways, i'll prolly still post here once in a while. But it's over *there* that i'll a permanent appearance in. Ciao, folks! Don't miss me much. If you do,... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=584 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/583.html Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:15:56 GMT Was feeling particularly upset this afternoon, working to keep my head off stuff that otherwise are prettie petty, but heyy... on a gemini and espeically this mind of mine, everything's exaggerated. So yeah... minding my own business, humming this tune when i suddenly stopped dead in my tracks and thought.. ... 'what the h*ell am i humming that song for ehh?'. Then i went thinking again, prolly the reason why that particular song jumped to mind, coz was heck... it was exactly how i felt at *dat* particular time and hey, singing it in a way made me feel a *bit* better. Though technically it... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=583 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/582.html Wed, 01 Nov 2006 02:37:43 GMT Had one of them again. Them dreams. Demmit... Woke up feeling *so* utterly horrid, it took all my willpower to just get up frm bed. N this time, the dream involved my darn ex. Gawd, i seriously nd a distraction. Y issit that my dreams are getting even more n more horrid as days goes by? Oh sure, they're not causing me any physical harm or watnot and technically they're not of any gruesome nor freaky nature that invloves blood galore. They're actually prettie pleasing dreams to have, but the fact remains is that... none of them are true and maybe deep down i wished they were. That makes... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=582 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/581.html Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:15:58 GMT Happie Raya Everyone!!! Boleh? Lepas seminggu raya baru nak wish. Ehek. Well, lets just blame it on the fact that Bt Caves home Streamyx phone line has bn temporarily out of service since puasa, n till now has yet to be repaired. TM people are taking their time fizing it. Being Raya n all. So that explains my hiatus since my Raya hols. Sorrie ekk, peeps. So, updates. Lets to this in sections, aite? Section 1: Raya Raya this year was different frm that of last. Prolly coz Nenek just passed away a week b4 Raya, so things were definitely different this year. Mama felt the difference the... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=581 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/580.html Fri, 20 Oct 2006 10:47:50 GMT Everyone's left for Raya hols. Im still stuck here. Mama and Abah hv already left for Bt Caves home. Im officially d only one left in Putrajaya. Even Along and Shasha are back home. God, i sound *so* pathetic. Funnily enough, i dun seem quite to be in a rush to head off home. Prolly coz i knw my hols will start sooner or later. Prolly coz i hv this feeling dat something's wrong, yet im not able to put my finger on it. Yet. Anyway, i've had another *nice* dream. Which basically meant i woke up rather, erm.. tensed coz i knew it wasnt reality, but just a dream. Ahahaha.. U knw those dreams... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=580 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/579.html Fri, 20 Oct 2006 03:54:04 GMT I never learn, do i. Itu la. My gut instincts told me just to go for a color treatment. But noooooo... i had to go for a curling session. Like my previous major hair disaster didnt happen lar kan. Padan muka. Ahahahahahahaha.. *gelak orang dah gila* Now i feel like i wanna go straighten it back again. Regardless that people tell me i look better wit curled hair rather thn straight, this time definitely proves that im better off wit straight thn curled. 1. My hair ALWAYS goes extra dry and messy after a curl job/ hair treatment. 2. For a person who constantly obsesses abt her hair, no.... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=579 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/578.html Wed, 18 Oct 2006 08:46:52 GMT Im tired. So, so tired. So tired, that i cant walk in one straight line. It's all wiggles and stumbles for me. I wished i was in bed asleep. I wished that i could get some shut-eye and just rest. I want to go home. I want to rest. I just want to curl up in bed and sleep till my drool dries up. ... yuck. Im just tired, y'all. N being tired makes my head think of people not worth thinking. Im feeling the wee, stoopid pangs of missing him. Demmit, y cant someone just shoot me before i let myself fall into the pits. Again. I'm just tired. Some sleep later might help me get over this.... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=578 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/577.html Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:58:12 GMT ... Who would have known.. that when i woke up on Monday morning, things were going to get so blurred out come midnite... .. nenek passed away, you see. 11pm on Monday. I'm still in a daze and everything seems a bit surreal to me. Like im watching the turn of events frm the outside. I guess death, regardless as to whether u were close or not, always affects u in some way. .. but maybe it's just a reflection of seeing mama grieving. I've rarely seen her grieve, but its understandable. Nenek was after all mama's mum, despite the many conflicts. Anyway, where shall i start? .. Mama told... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=577 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/576.html Fri, 13 Oct 2006 02:48:17 GMT Aiyo, aiyo.. Kena marah dgn Cik Zyrin kite sbb tak hapdet bloggie. =p Sorrie babes. My life really is a total motion of chaos these days. Nak update pun dunno where or how to start. Tralalala... Okie. My sumwat long leave of abscene *is dat how u spell it?* has no relation watsoever to another drama unfolding in my life. More like.. lack offit. I think. Heh... Probably coz my thought are less crazy and random compared to before. Maybe it's a sign of maturity? Or prolly just the fact dat im getting freaking old. (Y_Y) Anyway, hv bn kinda bz these days wit stuff. Bz surveying wedding... (more) http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=576 http://nani.blogdrive.com/archive/575.html Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:08:10 GMT Blasted server... typed out a whole entry and it swallowed it up. N im *not* gonna type it all out again. Freakingly... *takes a long breath* ..... *breathes out* Kesabaran itu separuh dari iman. But being hungry and angry aint a good combination. Huwarrghhh... Y_Y http://nani.blogdrive.com/comments?id=575